This is a short version of what I sent to the Internet earlier today. In brief, as most folks hereabouts know, I got hit about a week ago with walking pneumonia, and have been taking serious antibiotics and other stuff to get past it, in the hope of being able to attend WorldCon.
A follow-up today with my doctor resulted in him saying that even though I'm past some of the worst of it -- though weak as a kitten -- I'm in that perilous situation where if I push it at *all*, if I add stress, I will almost certainly go right into acute or bacterial pneumonia, which would result in certain bedrest or even hospitalization. Right now was the worst time to push it.
So basically, I got bushwacked. Even Harlan threatened dire results if I even tried to board a plane.
More than anything, I've been looking forward to this, because as a fan, I know what it means to be a Guest of Honor at a WorldCon; it's one of those once-in-a-lifetime things, and the perfect end to the B5 5 year arc. But if I go, I seriously risk falling down, and if I fall down, the company falls down, and I *can't* do that.
So with regrets...I can't go. The one positive light: we're sending B5 fan club director Julie Walker (also previously the head of the MST3K fan club) to the con, equipped with all the videotapes I would otherwise be showing, so there will be a presence there, and you'll see all the stuff I would have been showing.
So there's that...but I'll confess that I'm seriously bummed about this.
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